I made this page to make no one happy. I just want my say.
People think I was involved in the take over. This is my
side, which no one had bothered to ask for. I have the right to
make my statement.
First off, I had NO knowledge that the "council" was going to remove CT's bots.
I knew at one point BluDragN had mentioned it, but at the time I thought I talked him out of it.
I resigned the Thursday or Friday before the CT bot removal took place. My reason for leaving
#cracks is that I was tired of the way Blu was trying to run things, it was his way, or no way.
The whole channel "council" idea was/is a joke when it comes to IRC, or to be more specific...
An idea in #cracks gone bad.
It has been that way since he got lead of #cracks, but it only got worse. My resigning
statement was this.. I am sick and tired of being in a channel where the head guy has his head
stuck up his ass. People asked me why I resigned from the channel and not just council. Cracks
was going downhill, even some loyal staff will admit to it. We needed team work, not a council,
not a dictator.
I have no regrets of leaving the channel. I had no part in the take over. I was invited to join
the channel when it was taken.. I turned down the invitation, even after the threat of my name
being plastered all over the takeover was made.
I left cracks behind, and I wish everyone would just leave me out of the mess you guys made.
I want no part in it, and I had nothing to do with it. I am getting tired of people emailing me,
and msg'ing me. It's gotten to the point where my -notice-, and ctcp is on ignore, I get msg's
only from those that have permission to do so, otherwise my script puts them on ignore. Dcc's
are also on authorized only.
I'm a #windows98 botnet global op .. and for this I get interrogated by every passer by.. From
old cracks users, to staff. I am tired of being a suspect just because of the people I hang with.
That's typical bullshit. Now I hear someone is accusing me of trying to hack a botnet. I can't
even hack my own botnet much less anyone else's. So to whomever started spreading that around.
I have two words for you. Fuck off. Anyone who actually knows me, would know that I can't hack.
So of course whoever started that doesn't know the real me, and is talking out their ass. Blu
was used as a scape goat, looks like some people are trying to do the same to me.
Update:
T_D changed the topic in #pcvoice to say that I tried to hack the botnet, anyone helping would
get +dk.
One of T_D's shells were being attacked, and the admin killed the shell. T_D flat out said "I
bet it was baudie". Yea .. me attack a shell on 56k using windows. Guess we can't give credit to
T_D for having at least half a brain.
From what I heard they put the bots in another channel, which the channel was being join flooded
by another botnet. Yet T_D choose to blame ME for attacking his botnet. Moron.
T_D said that someone was hacking Mr_Katt's shells. My IP was one of the IP's Kirenet gave him.
I had Mr_Katt's shell information cause I was the one he asked to setup his botnet. Which I did,
added him as owner, and never touched them again. Mr_Katt gave me a shell for helping him. A
shell bought under "Baudie" on kirenet. So of course Kirenet has my IP, but I guess he forgot
to mention he gave me one of his shells. But since then he has changed the password on the shell
he gave me, and killed my bots.
I had Mr_katt publicly explain what happened and clear my name, cause it seems that people
weren't given all the information, and assumed I tried to hack the shells. Twits.
T_D, next time don't be so quick to make yourself look like an ass.
Many people have come to me to work on botnets, setup eggies, or tweak security. I am available
for botwork, but back stabbers I know will be ignored.
To users, staff, anyone else involved in cracks. Don't come to me to bitch and complain.
I don't want to hear it. I'm tired of hearing about it. It's not my problem.
- And on this note... Yes .. I did say blu was getting screwed from all sides of this mess.
Inside #cracks as well as out.
* Response to "complaints" made about me below. *
If you feel the urge to msg me on ICQ or IRC about this. Do me a favor .. Don't
06/09/00 14:13
"Was this done as a personal grudge against Baudie? No, although she did play a part in it all. We had been receiving multiple complaints from the v's and also the ops about her and the things she was doing. One thing to her credit, she alone stated she thought I was being screwed over. She does not know I was aware of this statement."
BluDragN
PC2K
Testing DivisionProbably complaints that I wouldn't let certian +v's run scripts, or auto respond scripts, that I was strict. Yes I was strict .. Kinda have to be when no one enforces the rules, and feels that kicking solves everything. Yes, I'll be the first to admit I was strict about enforcing rules. At times it seemed I was the only one doing so.
When I tried to be fair about how ops and council should be treated the same in punishments, council (other than ^m2) found no reason to punish council members for things ops and +v would have easily gotten punished for. Yet when I pushed for fairness, I got the "whatever" deal.
When the brain and carn issue came up, auto deop was made of him. If the things brain said in the logs were real .. So what .. the point was, you can't punish one without the other one involved. that's BS. Specially if both were at fault.
I'm not going to sugar coat things, what I am typing is how I feel. Don't like it? tough.. I am not going to hide behind some BS "well I don't know what went wrong" crap. This is how it was.
If any ops had a problem with me, and I'm sure there were a few. No one had enough balls to come to me, or ask to talk to me about issues. Instead they made complaints. I tried talking to ops about issues, one on one conversations. I didn't run to blu with my tail tucked between my legs. If I had a talk with an op for some unknown reason and didn't go very well, then Yes. I turned to blu. I was trying to take care of the channel. Which obviously no one cared about how downhill it was going, or people may have done more helping out, and less bitching. I was made council to do a job I guess no on expected me to do. Well guess what... I did it, and I got shined on for it. At this point I don't care who ends up with #cracks. All I know, is that I want to be left out of it. I want nothing to do with it. No regrets, and I wouldn't have done ANYTHING differently .. Cause as they say .. we all learn from our mistakes.
I just hope in the future that things are dealt with for the better good, and not out of anger, and spite.
Baudie
June 6th 2000